Do you ever wonder?

I can’t say I’ve been through as much as others but we all have different paths. I’ve been through some things that have made me stronger and I’m thankful for them.

I have three days at my old job left. I hope they go fast. Then life can slow down. It’s weird i can’t remember if i shared or not but technically I’m getting laid off but due to working for the government no severance package. Though i quit. I think it’s so on paper for the hundred people they laid off i show up. I will get more info this week on it . I hope by Wednesday.

I feel indifferent right now and hungry because my mind wants to sabotage me making healthy food choices and not eating as much. I know I’m not really hungry. Sadly this is one of those things I’m going through. I’ve put on so much weight it’s effecting my health. And embarrassing. Change especially when food is your friend is hard though. I already want to quit. I’m not going to because the end result will be worth it.

7 thoughts on “Do you ever wonder?

  1. At the end of the day, when I mentally check off all that I’m grateful for, I also give myself a pat on the back for how far I’ve come given the challenges I have faced. A grateful heart is a happy one. Here’s to thriving not merely surviving 👏

  2. we get veggies delivered from Misfits. This way we can get a good amount of veggies. Our store doesn’t have a wide variety of veggies so we opted for this. Veggies are important to losing weight.

  3. I might have said it already but congratulations to your new job. It helped me to find alternatives to eating sugar when I started cutting it out. Often when you feel hungry you are thirsty instead. So drinking a glas of water or tea instead of eating helps. Or have a healthy snack ready so you can just grab it and don’t have to prepare anything. Sending you good energy 🙋‍♀️🐝

  4. I’ve gained 18 lbs the last few months. I was 8 away from my goal 😦 i was doing good and started drinking more water everything. I need to get back on track.

    For some reason I have been thinking about all the shit I have been through a lot lately. To much really. Seems unreal.

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