I want to join an online healthy lifestyle group. It costs money but is reasonable and has a menu and a different workout every day. Plus a support group. Im scared to fail again and waste money on it. I know this is fatalist thinking and will cause me to fail. Something has to give though i need to be healthier. Why do i 1) doubt myself and 2) live in fear? I want to be free. I know and understand the manifest ideas. Positivity and thankfulness. I just don’t cope that way. It’s time to change and be proud of myself. I just need to do it. 21 days for a habit right?

3 thoughts on “Fear

  1. Let me ask you one thing. Where are you getting the “I need to” message you keep playing to yourself? Why not just accept yourself as you are and be okay with it?

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