I feel gray inside. Other than days off i have nothing to look forward to. I did some crafting yesterday so that’s a plus. It turned out pretty ok for a beginner.
Im worried about my middle son. He is struggling finding a job to keep and i think his relationship is about done. He struggles with depression and ideation. I am scared the ideation will become more.
I just feel like I’m failing at life. I need to understand this will pass and I’ll find joy again. I at least have hope.