I am sitting here listening to music and I feel overwhelmed. I just want a different life where it is easier in my head. I am exhausted of the struggle. I am not having ideation thankfully but I just feel sad that this is my life. I don’t know how to fix it. I feel lonely and stuck in my head. I just want something to save me. This roller coaster sucks as I was feeling great just an hour ago. Anyway I know people think mental health blogs are just about whining but it feels good to share it. Anything to relieve the thoughts right?