Random thoughts

I had a panic attack today. I use to dread going to work but i miss the drive and the socialization. I feel ineffective and foolish. I think the thought of weeks of this just got to me. I took some meds then had a nap. I feel better now.

Rations are getting low here. Thankfully i get paid Tuesday and I’ll go restock if there’s any food to have worth having. I found last time it was the expensive stuff left.

The weather has been getting better here. Im sitting outside right now in the sun enjoying a nice breeze.

I put on makeup today for fun.  Here i am.

Im cooking dinner right now fried shrimp and mac and cheese. Tomorrow will be polish sausage and flavored rice. Am i boring you yet? Lol

I just want someone to share my life with. It’s funny i didn’t go anywhere hardly anyway but now that i can’t i of course want to. Freaking human nature.

I think I’ll leave you with these tidbit. I appreciate you all. I know i say it but really i do. I love my little part in the works here.

15 thoughts on “Random thoughts

  1. Beautiful! Dinner sounds yummy 🙂 Pork chops over here tonight……but not sure on the side yet. had chicken and mashed taters last night…..tomorrow will make turkey chili lol

  2. Those dinners sounds awesome. Not boring at all, I personally like hearing about mundane domestic habits and such that people have.
    Rations are running low for me, too. I needed to go shopping since a couple days ago but there is no way in hell I am stepping foot into a grocery store on a weekend. Did that two weeks ago and it was madness; can only assume it’s even crazier now.

  3. Not boring at all. It’s life and you are sharing your life with us. It sounds lively.
    You are also showing how to be proactive. It doesn’t matter how big or small, but what ever we do helps to get us through the day,or week.

  4. One of the things I am most afraid of is a total lockdown quarantine. I don’t have the money to buy a month’s worth of provisions at once which leads to thoughts of my kid and cats starving…enter panic attack.

    I think under the circumstances, we’re all doing the best we can. At least you miss driving and socializing. I keep hoping for social distancing to be extended because in my current frame of mind, I don’t want people near me. (aside from my kid and that too depends on the mood swings.)

    You have your sanity left. I question myself on that one.

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