As time drags on. I have plenty of time to dwell. The uncertainty of life and isolation is undoing me. I noticed im taking more klonopin then i have in months. Just to calm down a little. I am going to monitor it so i don’t get dependent on it again.
On the up side i still have a job… i love my children and us and my parents aren’t sick. I have internet to keep me somewhat occupied and it’s nice outside. I am grateful. I just wish i had my freedom to roam not that i did much but it’s a mental thing.