Do you ever just know something changed in a relationship and you’re too scared to ask? I feel something is off and i think i know what it is but it’s partly my fault and i don’t know how to fix it. I’ve been down this road before. This time i am more self aware. Maybe there is no soul mate for me. Most likely i need to be ok with it. I feel ambivalent to it all but at the same time I’m something else i just can’t put my finger on it.