Karma is a bitch. I try to live by the golden rule. Yet sometimes we shit on someone we didn’t mean to. I can’t think of a time i did it on purpose but I’m sure there had been. I use to do such devilish things. I’m sitting here having flashes of my past and trying to think if on purpose or just my undiscovered illness.
Still i did those things. I was reckless and selfish. I can’t take them back but I’d like a do over… sigh. How do i forgive and or forget?
I wish I knew. 😦 I have done the same thing. And I want to make amends for all the bad shit I’ve done. With some people I have tried, and it didn’t work out too well, so it has made me apprehensive to fix things with others.