I realize I’m co dependent. I also have problems ending things that are toxic. It doesn’t have to be a romantic relationship either. It can be friends, family, jobs. Hell one can make the argument with my mind. Do I like the struggle? It does give me an identity… The struggling mental illness disaster… I have found someone who is loving and supportive but it doesn’t fix the fact I’m co dependent. It is helpful though as I have someone to talk to who has yet to deem me crazy.
I don’t know where I’m going with this.. Just free thinking I guess. I think it’s finally time to rid my self of the dependency of negative thoughts and maladaptive coping skills. Fingers crossed I make it happen.