I think I’m depressed. All I want to do is sleep. But thankfully it seems to be mild. I thought my disjointed thoughts in the last post was maybe mania coming but I think more so lack of concentration. I for once don’t like this feeling. Looking back I usually embrace the depression. Like I know nothing different but I feel a severe loss in life this time. I just want someone to wrap me in their arms and quite the storm. But all I have is myself but it never feels good enough.