Recently I have been fast shamed by my mom and boyfriend separately. It’s horrible for my self esteem. I’ve come to expect it from my mom is been thirty years of it. But it came out of left field from my boyfriend. It started as an innocent conversation then bam. The topic of why I don’t lose weight comes up. It’s never come up before and I didn’t have the cajones to question it so of course I’m hating on myself for that. This relationship is slowly turning into the marriage I left. I need to find the courage to speak up or get out. I just want someone to love me for me.