I don’t know if I’m still just to foggy from being sick or if my give a damn is broke today. I feel ambivalent to everything today. My ex text me I actually had the balls to tell him to talk to my lawyer because he’s been dragging his feet on this divorce. I think I should feel anxiety but I feel meh. My work piled up I feel meh. My bills meh. It feels unhealthy but comforting.