The problem with my job is I care too much. I realized this morning. I want to have meaningful working relationships with people that don’t in return. I’m investing more thought time in it then maybe -because I could be wrong-then them. I need to work on guarding my heart. Especially in the role I’m in at work right now. I just need to hang on until my replacement is hired and I can go back to my niche.
I’m going to be forgiving as some days I may fail at this. Strengthening your mental heart is difficult but I need to do it if I’m going to stay in this profession.
I have a loving family I am lucky there are a lot of people who don’t. I’m blessed that I have a home and a job that wants to keep me. I struggle I really do but when my head gets fuzzy I need to learn to count my blessings.
Today I’m not going to wallow. I am going to work on small projects and get some things done. Feel accomplished that’ll do me some good. 😋