I feel like a failure today. I can’t do anything right at work. I can’t patent right. I can’t financially get it together. I don’t know why my boyfriend is with me. I fail at friendships. I just can’t shake it. I also feel like a fraud. I pretend to have it all together but I’m a mess. Not even a hot one at that. I need a long break but can’t afford it. I’ll just keep plugging along.