still struggling

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Life is hard in my head right now. I just can’t move forward. I feel I’m at a brick wall. This book I’m reading says i need to regulate with diet exercise less to no caffeine. It’s all I know but then at a chance to be well why don’t I jump at it? What holds me back? So many other people can live a clean life why can’t I? I feel there is a locked door and I don’t have the right key. God help me.


8 thoughts on “still struggling

    manyofus1980 said:
    June 15, 2017 at 8:26 am

    everything in moderation. this clean eating thing is nonsense. i know some people sware by it though. I’m so sorry your still strgugging. xx

    afracturedfaithblog said:
    June 15, 2017 at 9:14 am


    Mr. Mel said:
    June 15, 2017 at 10:26 am

    Angela, when you reach the darkest darkness the light is at it’s brightest. You end your post with a plea “God help me”, l believe the response you would receive would be, “let me” . “Listen to the stillness of my love, allow this stillness to spread through out your being. When you feel overwhelm call on that stillness. Today you and I are now one. Let’s walk together from this day forward knowing when turmoil arises we have each other.”

    iamthatpersonwhoalreadyknows said:
    June 15, 2017 at 11:53 am

    Maybe you do not want to move out of your comfort level.

      socialworkerangela responded:
      June 15, 2017 at 2:57 pm

      That’s for sure great observation. It is about comfort

    outofagreatneed said:
    June 15, 2017 at 1:09 pm

    That’s a hard place to be…like feeling frozen in place. The steps away from that place have to be so small. I know you’ll get there…it’s just so challenging to be in the place you are now.

    Jen Standing said:
    June 15, 2017 at 9:18 pm

    It’s not easy but you are so strong!

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