My son jokingly said something to me but I took it very personal. I don’t know if it was a real joke or his true feelings masked as a joke. It’s been twelve hours since it was said and it still bothers me. I know if I ask him he’ll just say it’s a joke. Being a parent is hard but add mental illness in with it and it’s harder. But I think most days I’m a good mom. I’m better then I was two years ago over medicated. But in general how do we not screw up our children? My parents tried their best and look at where I am.