I woke up this morning with resentment in my heart. My brain knows it’s unnecessary and is fervently talking to my heart to just let it go. But like anyone telling you to suck it up it’s not listening very well.
I had horrible dreams last night. At one point I woke up to vape it was so stressful. I wish I was a dream interpreter.
Today I might just make the video to submit to Ted x talks. I don’t know if not being picked or being picked would be worse. But not trying might be the worst of all.