A commenter on my divorce post said that maybe I’ve already mourned the loss of my marriage. I think she’s right. We were strangers to each other a long time ago. Another person said the opposite of love is indifference not hate. I get that and am totally there. I think I’m more upset-for lack of better word- of being divorced and having failed after so many years. I think of the years I wasted but you can’t go back.
On another note I say the pdoc today and he wouldn’t prescribe the medication. It’s probably for the best. It’s rather expensive. But I was willing to pay it. Oh well 🙂