It’s a dreary day and I don’t want to be at work today. Overall though my mood is good. It’s weird. I don’t dislike my job I just don’t love it. I wish I had a job I got up every morning and couldn’t wait to start it. But I am not sure what that would be. I think I wouldn’t like anything. It’s part of the general unhappiness I feel in life.
I see a divorce lawyer today. It might play into my mood. I don’t know how I’m going to afford the divorce they are expensive. It needs to be done though.
Sitting here typing this. I just feel uncertain today. Life is in the air. God help me.