I must be depressed. All I’ve done today between work and eating is sleep. I need to talk to my oldest son about life. He seems depressed too. I don’t know what to do for him though. We’ve tried counseling and medication. Neither he stuck with. I need to have a serious talk with him about life and the future but I’m like an ostrich with my head stuck in the sand. I know I’m being selfish. I don’t want triggered by guilt but this is my child we are talking about I need to be a parent. Can’t make selfish excuses all the time.