I’m sorry for my last post and having you guys worry about me. I’m much better now. I don’t usually post such raw things but felt like I should this time to be the most real I could be.
I’m not sure if my parents are still planning on selling the house. I’ve never been late on a payment so I don’t think they will. But my mom said they will help bail me out but that they have things to discuss with me. I was too chicken shit to ask what that was over the phone.
Anyway my headspace is better like I said it too will pass and it did. I try to remember that in my dark moments to see the light so it’s not so dark.