I haven’t written in a couple days. Nothing much has happened. I’m still struggling. I hadn’t had suicidal ideation in awhile and had it two days ago. I don’t want to die so why does my mind go there?
My middle son now feels he’s schizophrenic. He says he hears choices and sees shadows. What do I do with that? I’m at a lose any advice would be appreciated.
My house is a mess my finances are a mess and my plans to plan my life is a waste.
I sit here and am grateful I’m not in the headspace I was last year though that landed me in the hospital. I just need to get it together and make some changes. I can do this!