Instead of facing my problems head on I’ve become an ostrich. I have two phone calls I need to make and I keep avoiding them. It’s very negative on my life but I can’t seem to make myself call. What is wrong with me? I have things I need to get done in the house instead of tackling them I nap or watch YouTube. I have work stuff I need to compete yet my day seems to go fast and slow at tyre same time and I get nothing done. I create these problems. I really need a hard hitting therapist to dig deep but where to find one?