I don’t know what to do with my life. Now that my son is better I know I need to get myself on track financially, divorce wise, and health wise. I feel stuck like last year and this year was/is going to be different. I don’t want to spend my days whining and feeling sorry for myself. I want more than getting up going to work and sleeping. I’m at a cross roads. I’m scared. It’s easier to keep doing what you’ve already been doing but that’s like a hamster in a cage. I don’t want that either.