I have a lot of guilt right now. Thankfully the doctor says there is nothing wrong with Aaron. No need for medication or interventions. That leads to parenting… I guess I’ve let him lay for too long feeling sick without getting him to walk around so he’s fatigued. The nurse implied this the x made it clear it was my fault as I care for him. I feel guilty I didn’t make him more active but with headaches and fevers I felt he needed to rest. Sigh
I feel guilty that my ten year old didn’t want to stay at his dad’s tonight. I know how heart broken I’d be if he didn’t want to stay with me. I feel guilty for getting a divorce though I know it’s for the best. My mental health will be better for it.
I feel guilty I’ve been neglecting my current relationship. I just don’t feel like seeing him with my son sick. I’m not in the right frame of mind. I’m all over the place emotionally and it’s hard to deal.
Boy do I feel better sharing all that. Just when I think one emotion is the worst another one just as bad pops up. Sigh