We are very early too the Dr’s appt. I am exceedingly agitated. I had to miss my psych appt which I haven’t missed in years. I’m agitated and worried we won’t get answers today for my son. I pray it’s something simple. I’m stuck between wanting something on the ct scan and wanting nothing. I’m ready to get back to my normal chaotic bipolar life without the extra medical stress of my son. Today I really appreciate those days where I had nothing real to worry about.