So this time yesterday we were arriving after a three hour drive in the freezing rain to the er. We were not deemed an emergency so we waited almost three hours for a doctor to see us despite telling his neurosurgeon we would be there. We were treated like we wanted medical tests that were ridiculous when it was the neurosurgeon who said he wanted to do it that is why we went only to then be told well as a Dr we must tell the mother the worst case scenario so she’ll bring the child in. What?! I’m not upset that I got peace of mind that my son only had a viral infection so it’s not serious but I am upset about the process and what it is like four people to get medical care. This is not the first time I’ve been unhappy with the hospital. I just kept my mouth shut. But frankly they had him share a room in picu which doesn’t make sense it’s intensive care unit if anywhere you need less germs it’s there. Maybe I’m just exhausted emotionally and physically maybe I should just be happy he is on the mend even with this bump maybe I shouldn’t turn everything negative. But much like last year I’m stuck figuring out how to remain or turn positive. Thanks for your prayers and always listening to me. It is appreciated.