Even though I had a break down at the start of the day it turned out to be an alright day. I was accomplished at work. I watched suicide squad with my youngest (not a fan of the plot but love the characters who doesn’t like the idea of redemption) I took my klonopine for bed time so I can maybe have an anxiety free sleep. Two more days then I’m off work for two weeks. Granted not for good reasons but I haven’t taken solid time off in awhile. Right now I have faith my son will be ok. Tomorrow I might not but I like the feeling right now. I need some faith in my life.