I actually cried today. I haven’t done that in a year. I was totally worked up with worry and anxiety. I called my boss who is my friend and she helped me talk it through. I didn’t want to take my klonopine at work. I didn’t call my boyfriend. Mainly because men are solvers and this anxiety can’t be solved. I know he would have listened but I have this fear of being a burden. I should get over it. I feel guilty I didn’t call him. Again I should get over it. Even my dreams are anxiety ridden. I just couldn’t get away from it this morning so no wonder I was a mess.