Is drudging a word? I don’t think so but I’m using it. I feel like I’m in quicksand. Just trying to drudge along and not get swallowed up. I am in ok spirits today though the anxiety is on the surface. It could go full blown at any time. This morning was a cluster of stress. The dig ate a Christmas present my car wouldn’t start but even those haven’t put me in a bad mood. That’s a win. I have so much work to do but of course no motivation. I’m afraid to look at how low my bank account is. I need to pay bills. I’m ready for Christmas and it’s only Tuesday. So I drudge along.