I’m feeling better today. I’m ok with him not fighting for me as I’m not fighting for him anymore. Only seems fair. I’m happy we are civil right now. Though I could use some snuggles. I’m excited for a girls out vacation I’m taking in late May early June. I’m thankful for the friend I’ve made who I’m going with. It’s good to have something to look forward to. I have plans this weekend with the kids so that’s nice too. I need to be content with my life. It’s the only one I have. Some days it’s damn hard I know but I think I’m learning to enjoy the good ones so that’s an improvement.