I’m slowly watching everything crumble around me. I got great advice though tackle one thing and not the whole picture. I’m just not sure where to start. Can you tell I’m all over the place? I think the heaviest thing on my mind is I am not sure I know what love is. Then I think of other love lost and the sting of it all these years later. You never know what you had until it’s gone. Sigh I’ve got a lot on my mind can you tell?