I’m having a hard time concentrating at work. I keep thinking of my marriage. I feel all these emotions and it’s tearing me apart. I feel like I can’t catch a break. I love my husband but is my love enough to keep the marriage. I feel guilt… Selfish… Lonely… Heartbroken… Numb…angry all at the same time. I want to fix it but I don’t have the right tools. I can’t stand the thought of him with someone else but I don’t think he likes me anymore and I don’t know how to be who I use to be. And maybe I deserve to be alone the rest of my life. I have nothing to offer. I’m worthless.