I hate my medication right now. My husband told me he thinks about finding someone else who he’s more compatible with to spend the rest of his life with and I feel numb about it. I should be crying and begging for change yet I can’t bring myself to be effective. He says he doesn’t feel that way right now as we are talking but I struggle to share my feelings with him. Is it the bipolar or something else? My heart does hurt. And I don’t want a divorce but I know I’m not the women he married. Am I being fair to him? Does he deserve better? I just don’t know.