And I am not sure how I feel. I’m not depressed though I feel melancholy. I’m not anxious though I feel at ease. I’m not happy though I feel some what content. Is it possible to feel all three at once? I want to get out of the house but no where to go. I wish I had friends or family I could just stop in on and hang out with. But I don’t. I could go see a movie but that takes money and I’m saving up for my birthday. I’m just stuck in limbo. But it’s still better then three weeks ago so I’ll take it and be mildly appreciative. Just wish I was better at deciphering my emotions. Maybe I’m being too hard on myself.