I can’t deal right now. I tried to take a nap and all I could think about is my job. My husband doesn’t want me to quit because we need the money but it’s eating me alive. I wish I had some klonopine so I could chill the fuck out. I’m tired of moaning about it and dreaming about it and doing it in general. I promise job hunting where I live is not easy for good paying jobs. I just wish I could turn it off. I’ve tried mindfulness and grounding so I promise again I’m really trying to stay positive. Ugh!