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I’m sitting here waiting on getting my eyebrows waxed. I’m jealous of the hair stylists body. Perky boobs and tight butt. Slight form… Perfect. I’ll never have it even if I lost all the weight. I’m just not built for it. It saddens me that this is the body I have. Yes I could take better care of it and that’s my fault but I’m tired of the struggle. I just want to be perfect. 😦


7 thoughts on “envy

    Liz said:
    August 27, 2016 at 11:17 am

    Hi. Even people that you may think that have got it, will feel they have flaws. Look at these models that have been on tv documentaries, talking about plastic surgery they had, or plan to have and it’s like why? You are perfect. Even the perfect will have something they don’t like.

    No matter what you look like, it is confidence that helps to pull things off and if we feel depressed, then the depression can also kill our confidence we hve left.
    That perfect person you observe, may be confident underneath and it raidiates off them. It shows.

    It doesn’t matter what you look like. What counts is what is inside.

    I bet underneath you are a caring person, who would help anyone and loves to chat. That’s what counts. Be yourself. x

    One phrase I remember from a teen was, “Nobody is perfect.” 🙂

    thelifeilive2016blog said:
    August 27, 2016 at 1:33 pm

    I think all us women have this issue. I try to tell myself there is likely someone who is looking at me saying I wish I had her….same goes for you!

    northernrose17 said:
    August 27, 2016 at 2:31 pm

    Focusing on gratitude for the things that your body allows you to do can help to counteract the negative thoughts. For example, think of the things that your feet allow you to do which you appreciate. I learned this technique from a bodyscan with gratitude mindfulness meditation from Kernel of Wisdom. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I99XUAfWm4U

    yourenotaloneinthisworld said:
    August 28, 2016 at 5:40 am

    Ahhh I need to get my eyebrows done so bad! I’ve been working up the nerve to go into public and finally got it down but I don’t know how I’d do with sitting still for such a long period of time!

      socialworkerangela responded:
      August 28, 2016 at 7:37 am

      Thankfully mine’s in a Wal-Mart so I was able to buy a few things making the wait better

        yourenotaloneinthisworld said:
        August 28, 2016 at 9:12 am

        Ah Walmart is the one store I can not do! Idk if it’s because I’m from a tiny tiny town but no matter what day or what time of the day, it’s wall to wall packed! I try and find the old ma and pa barber shops when I’m out of town! Haha

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