I’m sitting here waiting on getting my eyebrows waxed. I’m jealous of the hair stylists body. Perky boobs and tight butt. Slight form… Perfect. I’ll never have it even if I lost all the weight. I’m just not built for it. It saddens me that this is the body I have. Yes I could take better care of it and that’s my fault but I’m tired of the struggle. I just want to be perfect. 😦

7 thoughts on “envy

  1. Hi. Even people that you may think that have got it, will feel they have flaws. Look at these models that have been on tv documentaries, talking about plastic surgery they had, or plan to have and it’s like why? You are perfect. Even the perfect will have something they don’t like.

    No matter what you look like, it is confidence that helps to pull things off and if we feel depressed, then the depression can also kill our confidence we hve left.
    That perfect person you observe, may be confident underneath and it raidiates off them. It shows.

    It doesn’t matter what you look like. What counts is what is inside.

    I bet underneath you are a caring person, who would help anyone and loves to chat. That’s what counts. Be yourself. x

    One phrase I remember from a teen was, “Nobody is perfect.” πŸ™‚

  2. I think all us women have this issue. I try to tell myself there is likely someone who is looking at me saying I wish I had her….same goes for you!

      1. Ah Walmart is the one store I can not do! Idk if it’s because I’m from a tiny tiny town but no matter what day or what time of the day, it’s wall to wall packed! I try and find the old ma and pa barber shops when I’m out of town! Haha

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