unbearable

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My anxiety right now is unbearable. It all stems from a call I went out on this morning… Hell the job in general. It causes me to second guess myself. I actually wish I could get fired. Then I’d be free from it. Time is moving slow. I’m on call all week. It’s going to be a long one. 

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7 thoughts on “unbearable

    Culbert Sinnsen said:
    August 21, 2016 at 7:27 pm

    What is preventing you from finding another job? I had the same problem at a couple of previous places and what kept me from looking for another job was “loyalty” and a “fear of ending”. I still have problems with those things.

      socialworkerangela responded:
      August 21, 2016 at 7:30 pm

      The pay is too good I’m the “breadwinner” of the family versus what husband makes so I need the job plus jobs are limited where I live … Sigh

        Culbert Sinnsen said:
        August 21, 2016 at 7:35 pm

        Is there a similar level job with a different employer?

        Job stuff made me incredibly anxious when I worked FT. I think two things that kept me sane were having my own office and being able to walk across campus for meetings. Once they redid the building I was in and I got moved to a cubicle, my descent became much more pronounced.

        I guess what I’m saying is, see if there are things in your job that bring you peace or keep you level…and fight to keep those things going.

        socialworkerangela responded:
        August 21, 2016 at 7:39 pm

        I agree I need to find the good in my job to stay sane

    blahpolar said:
    August 22, 2016 at 10:13 am

    Sorry things are so tough 😦

    bethanyk said:
    August 23, 2016 at 9:29 am

    I freaking hate anxiety!!!!

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