Well my reprieve was nice while it lasted. I woke up this morning very anxious. I found out my son has been not truthful when hanging out with friends. I still haven’t talked to him about I’m so disappointed and I feel like a failure trusting him. Then there is work. I hate this limbo. My motivation is gone again. I know I want another job but then the grass is not always greener on the other side. I need clarity so bad. I need to call my old therapist and cancel my next appointment but I forgot his number at home. This brings me anxiety as well. I’m just a big ball of anxiety boo hoo.