I went window shopping with my mom and two aunts that are visiting. First my mom makes a stink about my younger two being home alone. They are fourteen and nine and it’s one in the afternoon. She makes me paranoid something is going to happen.
Then she has me drive but back seat drives the whole way.
Then she sees some jewellery and a bracelet that says crazy. She tells me I should buy it since I want a tattoo to represent my crazy. It would be cheaper.
Then we go into a shop where I found the poise of my dreams only to see it’s 360 dollars. Something I can never afford but I freaking want it bad now.
So I’m anxious and triggered! I can’t win today. I’m going to try and take a nap. Maybe sleep will make me feel better.