random thoughts

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It looks like the loan will happen. Yay

My mood is mixed I feel happy to have this weight off my shoulders but at the same time I’m over analyzing small things like comments people have said to me that were innocent but I’m using them to tell myself how stupid i am and to beat myself up over them. 

I’m still trying to use positive attraction to change my mindset. I don’t believe you can wish happy and poof it happens. I do believe we can improve our mind to fire more positively. It just takes some training. 

It looks like I might be doing my new old job sooner than I thought. On the down side I have a ton of filling to do. I don’t want to do it but I have to. I know the worker that will be doing my job will complain and of course that bothers me. I want to be perfect and not be talked about behind my back. 

Ok I think that’s it for random thoughts 🙂 do you have any?

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2 thoughts on “random thoughts

    BipolarOnFire said:
    June 29, 2016 at 8:53 pm

    I think I forgot my baby at the library! <——— You SAID random thoughts…

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