I woke up anxious today. I think I’m worried I won’t make any money at this garage sale and I need to as I had to take money from husband account to pay the mortgage. That’s the other thing that is agitating me. I haven’t told him. I know he will be mad. I worry he will leave me because I’m not the perfect wife. Sometimes I don’t care if he were to leave and other days it freaks me out. I think it’s a borderline personality thing. That black and white thinking. Plus who wants someone mad at them. I need to just tell him and get it over with. That might help my anxiety and he’s going to find out anyway.