Aaron and me
Andrew Alex and me
These are my reasons for living. I struggle with some suicidal ideation today. It’s amazing how these boys and my tattoo remind me differently …of why I’m here and to keep going.
I keep running into reminders of past mistakes or love lost. It’s wearing me down. Can people really leave the past in the past? I struggle with it. I also keep having memories of when we went to Disney world and how wonderful that vacation was. I want to go back so bad.
Anyway I’m just checking in as writing had a way of helping me clear my head.