I don’t know what recovery means in relation to mental health. I don’t think I’ll ever be recovered. I’m not trying to be a bitch here and make light of others who are recovered. I just don’t know if it exists. I will always be bipolar and borderline personality disorder. There is no cure and to me recovery would include no medication. Am I wrong? Please tell me if I am.
My husband feels I should check into a hospital but I just think of who will do my work if I go? My organization lack of skills will be discovered. I can’t have that but then I think if I could get someone to really help me that would be awesome. How do you know when it’s time to go to the hospital? When my gallbladder went out it was an easy decision. The pain was tangible and acceptable. This pain is shameful and scoffed at.
Plus my son’s MRI is next week and I can’t miss that. So I’m thinking I’m going to “tough” it out.