I hate everything to do with money. I hate earning it and I hate how quickly it goes away. I do like spending out so maybe the hate everything was a little dramatic lol. I’ve gotten myself into a financial pickle and I’m not sure how to get out of it. It leads me to think of doing unsavory things to get it. But don’t worry I won’t do those things. I don’t want to go to prison. Plus I don’t think it’s who I am as the thought makes me anxious.
I often fantasize about having a sugar daddy. Someone who gives me a credit card with a five thousand dollar limit each month. I think I picked that amount as I think I could live comfortable on that amount. The thought becomes obsessive sometimes which is silly as it’s never going to happen.
So why does money have to have such a hold on us?