I did not ask

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My anxiety has been high the last two days. I think I’ve figured it out. Life has been to easy lately. Why is it we can’t just enjoy the ups of life? I think a part of me doesn’t feel like I deserve happiness. I wouldn’t know what it’s like anyway. I’m going to work on being mindful of the times there aren’t any drama or chaos and learn to enjoy it. After all I didn’t ask to be mentally ill… It just choose me for whatever reason.

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6 thoughts on “I did not ask

    huntereverwood said:
    March 10, 2016 at 3:17 pm

    Try to revel in your uniqueness. We all have struggles. Its what makes life the most interesting journey you’ll ever take.

    thefeatheredsleep said:
    March 10, 2016 at 3:47 pm

    Micki Allen said:
    March 10, 2016 at 6:10 pm

    Waiting for the other foot to drop is never fun. It’s a tough spiral to overcome, but I’m rootin’ for you! XOXOX

    Jen said:
    March 10, 2016 at 6:42 pm

    I can understand that. At times we’re so use to the craziness of this world to make us anxious that when it’s calm, sometimes the anxiety just creeps right back up! I notice i’m the most anxious around my mental cycle. One therapist told me that was a specific syndrome, but I can’t remember what it’s called. Have to look it up. So at the moment, Ive been feeling down and a bit out of it and I hate it :/. Hope you are feeling better soon!

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