My anxiety has been high the last two days. I think I’ve figured it out. Life has been to easy lately. Why is it we can’t just enjoy the ups of life? I think a part of me doesn’t feel like I deserve happiness. I wouldn’t know what it’s like anyway. I’m going to work on being mindful of the times there aren’t any drama or chaos and learn to enjoy it. After all I didn’t ask to be mentally ill… It just choose me for whatever reason.