I thought my income taxes would be in today. It’s not. I went on a manic shopping spree and didn’t pay my bills. I am praying it will be in tomorrow. I’m fearful some creditor has taken it from me and I’m screwed. The website said it’s been processed and sent and I checked I put the right account number. Still I’m freaking out.
On top of that my new pdoc said in order for me to see her I’d have to stop my klonopine. I refuse to see the other doctor so I agreed. What will I do if I get panicked? I guess I shouldn’t rely on drugs to calm me but they do help. I just want this day over. 😦 five I clock can’t get here fast enough.