Not sure

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I’m not sure what I’m feeling today. It’s the last day of my five days off then back to work. I have no motivation but I don’t feel sad. I feel nothing really. Or maybe this is what normal feels like. I wouldn’t know. It’s eerily creepy and unsettling but maybe my mind is so use to feeling anxious or sad it’s trying to find a problem. Who the hell knows 🙂

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4 thoughts on “Not sure

    Borderline Problems said:
    January 4, 2016 at 2:32 pm

    I get this way fairly often. I almost feel numb. It’s my personal belief that this is was people without BPD feel every day. It TERRIFIES me! I think to myself, “Is this really what I’m striving for?” Apparently, people without mental illness feel content while feeling nothing. They can be alone with it. Personally, I hate that feeling, and I think it’s because I’ve been in the dark so long. You know, when you’ve been in the dark for as long as many of us has, when someone turns on a light, it takes a while for your eyes to adjust. I just don’t like the adjusting process.

    Good luck with this. It is my hope that you may one day feel content with this feeling on nothingness. Good luck!

    Evan

      socialworkerangela responded:
      January 4, 2016 at 2:34 pm

      Your words are comforting… Thank you

        Borderline Problems said:
        January 4, 2016 at 2:35 pm

        Any time. I’m sorry I couldn’t shine much light on the subject. I hope you the best!

    A Place to be Real said:
    January 4, 2016 at 3:21 pm

    That makes so much sense!

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