Not sure

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I’m not sure what I’m feeling today. It’s the last day of my five days off then back to work. I have no motivation but I don’t feel sad. I feel nothing really. Or maybe this is what normal feels like. I wouldn’t know. It’s eerily creepy and unsettling but maybe my mind is so use to feeling anxious or sad it’s trying to find a problem. Who the hell knows 🙂


4 thoughts on “Not sure

    Borderline Problems said:
    January 4, 2016 at 2:32 pm

    I get this way fairly often. I almost feel numb. It’s my personal belief that this is was people without BPD feel every day. It TERRIFIES me! I think to myself, “Is this really what I’m striving for?” Apparently, people without mental illness feel content while feeling nothing. They can be alone with it. Personally, I hate that feeling, and I think it’s because I’ve been in the dark so long. You know, when you’ve been in the dark for as long as many of us has, when someone turns on a light, it takes a while for your eyes to adjust. I just don’t like the adjusting process.

    Good luck with this. It is my hope that you may one day feel content with this feeling on nothingness. Good luck!


      socialworkerangela responded:
      January 4, 2016 at 2:34 pm

      Your words are comforting… Thank you

        Borderline Problems said:
        January 4, 2016 at 2:35 pm

        Any time. I’m sorry I couldn’t shine much light on the subject. I hope you the best!

    A Place to be Real said:
    January 4, 2016 at 3:21 pm

    That makes so much sense!

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