Yesterday was the first time in a long while I had to use the excuse of being tired for not appearing perky. It was surreal. I had been anxious all day and I guess didn’t hide out well.
My last two days have been struggles. My boss hasn’t said anything about my error. We work in different offices so I’m thinking she is waiting for in person to talk with me about it.
Maybe I need a new job but I don’t think I’d interview well. I’m not charismatic anymore. I realized I miss it after realizing I’d lost it.
I’m going to wait a couple movies tonight maybe that’ll help me forget my worries. I guess that’s all to report… Feels like a broken record.