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I’m in a deep depression. Not even work is pulling me out of it. I’ve been sick. That doesn’t help. I’m taking it one moment at a time and sleeping a whole lot. I just wish I had a different brain. Then I’d be ok. But that is impossible. I wish I could cry I think that would help but I can’t.


14 thoughts on “One

    BipolarOnFire said:
    December 2, 2015 at 8:41 pm

    I know it will get better. You might not see it now, but I do. Take good care.

    Mon ☠ said:
    December 2, 2015 at 8:49 pm

    Depression is a monster. Hugs tight.

    stephellaneous said:
    December 2, 2015 at 9:17 pm

    More hugs…

    I’m so sorry you’re struggling so much. I know it feels like it. I know…but you’re not alone. We’re here for you.

    aunttabbi said:
    December 2, 2015 at 10:28 pm

    I’m in the same boat as you! Thinking of you and hoping you feel better soon.

    kebro87 said:
    December 2, 2015 at 11:45 pm

    Pull through and think in little boxes. You can do it. I know.

    myambivalentexistence said:
    December 3, 2015 at 5:39 am

    Just getting through one of these myself. They are complete and utter shit *hugs* one foot in front of the other.

    Elusive Trope said:
    December 3, 2015 at 8:27 am

    Just from personal experience, there is no activity like work or running errands or watching some movie to pull one out of depression. One can’t be pulled out, rather one endures like a bout of grief til the deadening storm passes. Fighting it is like fighting the storm passing through, fighting when the mind and body have no energy. All things are transitory. Breathe, slowly mindfully. Repeat.

    Renee said:
    December 3, 2015 at 1:46 pm

    I remember something a counselor told me that really made me stop and think. “This is not me, this is not permanent, it will change.” This meant a lot to me because I started seeing depression and who I am he reminded me that this not who I am. Just remember that it will change. You will not always feel this way. One step at a time. I know right now even the smallest thing is a challenge, but push yourself and each challenge can be a victory.

      socialworkerangela responded:
      December 3, 2015 at 2:48 pm

      Thank you for your encouragement I feel better today

    ♥ love powered ♥ said:
    December 3, 2015 at 5:00 pm

    *cyberhugs* be well, a minute and second at a time.

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